I'm back in my ethics class, but i am not paying any attention, we're talking abortion, which is an issue I have opinions on but I don't like to talk about it because it is one of those high profile issues that warps our elections, and political views. I choose not to argue about it because the issue does so much damage to our nation, not because of the lives it ends, but instead do to the harm it can cause from one party voters, because in the end no politician wanting to be reelected will touch that issue.
But, I have spoken too much on this, so I'll go on.

In general news, I have overcome the mild depression toward magic concerning my last couple poor results. There have been multiple articles on the many online sites directed toward MTG that have helped push me back toward working toward the goal. That and I stumbled upon a super awesome combo control deck thanks to Mike Flores, who is one of my Magic heroes, that has consumed me. Basically it plays mana ramp to activate a super powerful land and then uses that mana to play wrecking spells and has the potential to explode for 12-18 damage in one turn. I won't go on more about it, although i could I will just say this.
I built the deck on magic online at around 10pm monday and started playing it. I was still sitting at my computer exploding mountains at my opponent at 2pm tuesday afternoon. After that I passed out, woke up at 8 and then continued playing the damned deck. It is fun, it plays to exactly how I want to play, and requires enough use of playskill to allow a better player to win the game. That and there is nothing better than to face down a lethal board and win the game by exploding the opponent for 18 damage in one comborific turn.
I'm done... I swear.
(EDIT: I'm not actually done, I forgot to mention that i am planning on driving down to salt lake this weekend for a PTQ, which should be fun. Hopefully I will end up with a blue envelope.)

Class is getting easy again, I ended up killing myself with stress for my comp class so I dropped it and the rest seems to be pretty easygoing, although I am a little worried about my prospects, I think I'll end with Cs in most of my classes, but to be honest, nothing is really stirring my want to do anything, so i have become apathetic.
Looking at it all though, I keep having this voice in the back of my mind, which started with the intersections film festival (which I helped out with back in october), that maybe I aught to look into film, because A) it is extremely interesting, and B) UCCS has one of the best film programs in the country.
I am planning on getting together with the head of the film program and talking with him about job prospects, curriculum and other things that that program has to offer. If I start now I might be able to push into some good graduate schools.
On that end, I think I am going to try to actually blog again, seeing as the last one had two posts and I lost the drive because I just do not read enough, and cannot get through a novel without driving a nail through my wrists. This time I am going to focus on analyzing some flims, looking at trailers, and discussing filmish stuff. That said, I am pretty uneducated on this issue, so with this endevor I am going to have to dig through the internet and of course watch more movies.
But it is a goal, so I'll get toward that!

Nanowrimo is dead. I just do not have the drive to work on it. Once again I come up short. Oh well, I did it once, I'll try it again.

I think that is it. For the time being I think my free time will be focused on filling my RSS feed with movie sites, watching classics, and exploding people with a pile of lands.